MOVED

fuck the army.
i can't tell you how fucked up the army is but it's just fucking fucked up.
i'm so angry now, i could kill a cow.

i do swear that i'll always be there.
i'd give anything and everything and i will always care.
through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, i will love you with every beat of my heart.
right beside you is where i belong and for your love i'd give my last breath.
i give my hand to you with all my heart.
can't wait to live my life with you.
you and i will never be apart.
my dreams came true because of you.
i love you, baby boy.

YAY! i finally got my naval pierced.
after soooooooo freaking long. haha.
26 more days, counting down...
my weekend was considered short because baby had guard duty on saturday and only came back on sunday morning.
bloooody army.
i went out for dinner with dear mailina last week.
thai express and bakerzin love.
no pictures taken cause we were too engrossed in our conversations.
speaking of pictures, i haven't taken pictures in a long time.
oh ya, i highlighted my hair red.
my hair's a bit dry and frizzy now due to the amount of bleaching used so i'll have to go for treatment soon.

this is baby's new guitar which he got last week.
i think it looks damn cooool, sounds damn cooool too!
haha.
ROCK ON!

sunday already ah?

wa lau eh!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

my exams are finally over.
my monday, wednesday and friday nights are finally free again.
i'll be able to have more time for myself.
baby and i joined a national go-kart competition which will be held in october.
my colleague pulled us in.
thanks uncle tan:)-i know you'll be reading.
and so, we'll be be shuffling between batam and singapore for a few weeks to practice.
i'm soooo excited!!!
and double yay, it's friday.
have a fabulous weekend.

xOXoXXo
xinyue

more pictures from my company's annual dinner.

enjoy:)

i was on half day study leave today because i had an exam from 2-4PM.
after my exam, i went to town to meet up with baby and sinkar for coffee.
initially, i wanted to queue up for donuts at the donut factory but the queue was about an hour's wait so i decided to pass.
more imitation donut shops imitating "the donut factory" are coming out or i should say, already out.
shops like "missy donut", "vinco donuts".
these cannot be compared to the original "the donut factory".
it was a weird thing to do, going out the day before my exam.
yes, i have another exam tomorrow and on thursday.
i'm totally not prepared for my marketing exam.
please wish me luck.
i need all that i can get.

saturday was my company's annual dinner at fort canning.

the emcee was so hilarious, i laughed till my head and tummy hurt.

2 of my colleagues took their shirt off to compare who had the hairiest chest.

i will never look at them the same way again. haha.
we played pool and had drinks all under my company's account.

should have drank the waterfall. damn.

happy birthday singapore.
this year was the most boring national day for me because sadly, i spent it alone.
the fireworks display meant nothing.
it feels different watching it alone and with your loved one.
baby had to be at the national day parade slaving.
on the other hand, i'm happy because it marks the end of baby's saturday rehearsals.
i spent the whole day at home eating and sleeping.
i slept so much that i had a headache.
haha.
i went bowling with baby and sinkar-ina on monday night.
i looked damn kuku wearing the high white socks that connected with my black tights.
baby and sinkar couldn't stop laughing.
my pinky bowling ball keep ending up in the gutters.

company's annual dinner and dance tomorrow night.
i'm gonna be soooo tired.

till then,
xoxo

what a weekend.
i finally bought a dress for my company's annual dinner which is happening this saturday at fort canning's the legend.
theme -casino royale
i'm so busy at work today.
got a headache just by staring at an excel spreadsheet.
and i'm still not done.
i didn't even have the appetite to go out for lunch.
i'm meeting baby and sinkar-ina after work to have dinner:)
half my mind was at dreamland today because of the late night i had yesterday.
we went to play CS.
like finally after godzillion years.
i need my beauty sleep.
bye

xoxo.

i told myself not to...

but still...

hello.
how was your weekend?
mine was rather hectic.
i attended a wedding on sunday night and got home only at 12AM.
before that, baby and i squeezed in a couple of hours for a movie, ALONE with sinkar-ina and ann.
oh ya! today is maran the fatty ding dong's birthday.
HAPPY FATTY BIRTHDAY!:)
baby and i will be getting back our saturdays very soon as NDP is approaching and he need not go for rehearsals anymore after this week.
i had 2 sinful slices of mango ice cream cake from swensons today.
my diet plan is not going well.
baby's constantly feeding me doritos (super fattening).
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
like that, HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT?!?!
xinyue, please control yourself.

question: "will you still love me in the morning?"

answer: "forever and ever babe."

gwen stefani is coming to singapore yo!

KILL THE 3AM STALKER
i was stalked by "michael" with 20 over missed calls last night and he even had the audacity to call me again in the morning.
my phone rang at 3AM.
i answered the call half asleep thinking that it was a morning call from my baby.

he: "hello. why your voice so sexy?"
me: "excuse me?"
he: "why your voice so sexy?"
me: "who is this?"
he: "michael."
me: "mad." and i hung up the phone.

he called again and again and again for 20 over times.
but of course i didn't pick up.
bloody fucker made me unable to sleep for the rest of the night.
and that idiot called again this morning.
i answered the phone and shouted "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?"
he said "michael."
me "WHO THE FUCK IS MICHAEL? you better not call again."
and that idiot didn't seem to understand english.
i shouted again. "YOU CALL AGAIN AND I'LL CALL THE POLICE."

what the fuck is wrong with these fucking people.

ok, i'm getting fat.
no more snacking in between meals and late night suppers.
LOSE!

STAY WITH ME

hello. good night and sweet dreams.

long weekend ahead.
BTT tomorrow.
another assignment to hand up tomorrow.
the topic that i'm writing about is rather interesting. -"portrayal of women in the media"
consistently throughout asia, women have been portrayed in the media as victims, subservient, nurturing, sacrificing and objectified sexualised beings.
they are usually portrayed as the ‘victim’, defenseless, always need to be rescued (i.e damsel in distress).
this does not only represent women as helpless subjects without agency, it also fails to emphasise men’s role as perpetrators in instances of violence against women.

gisele bundchen tops forbes.com's list of the world's richest models, earning $33 million in the last 12 months.
now, i wanna be a model too.

S E X Y B A C K

LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED

10 days since i last blogged.

sorry guys.

let's see, what was i up to over the last 10 days.

my colleagues and i had a farewell dinner at NYDC for maran the fatty ding dong, eric my brother, honey(hani) and noooooorul(nurul).

i was so depressed when they left.

i practically had no mood to work because the sunshines were gone.

but there's one left -sheila the fruitcake.

i was not in the office for the whole of last week because i had wisdom tooth surgery which made my cheek swell and made me unable to eat.

i had porridge everyday -boring.

i should have lost some weight YAY!!!

i swear it felt like i was auditioning for saw 4.

i was given 5 jabs, i repeat 5 JABS.

my head was shaking side to side throughout the operation.

i could hear the metal instruments scraping my teeth, it was horrigible.

nearly fainted, nearly lost my mind when i was on the chair.

something that i wouldn't want to go through ever again.

yeah, and so i rotted at home for the whole of 5 days.

on saturday, i stayed at home in the morning.

cooked, washed my clothes and i'm so fucking pissed and devastated that my white pants are spoilt.

i went to zouk with baby, seli, pow, winkeng, caleb and azfar on saturday night and partied till 4AM.

much much better than MOS.

yesterday, baby and i hung out with sinkar and ann.

had my coffee at coffee bean which kept me awake till 230AM.

thanks expresso.

argh back to work.